life is so much less complicated, dramatic, chaotic
but so much more lonely, sad, and gray
as a hermit.
oh, to know which is the better...
i dont know what i do to make my friends feel this way
and i dont know how to fix it.
"i know you dont want me there"
"i feel like its my fault."
what did i do???????
i dont mean to make them feel
they are some of the best people on the planet,
and i love them oh so much
and i always want to be around them, with them
laughing, telling stories, drinking tea,
making fun of each other.
i dont understand why they feel so unloved.
i dont try to ignore them,
or act like i dont care
or act like i dont want to be around them
it brings me to the inevitable question
am i a sucky friend?????????
14 hours ago