Wednesday, July 27, 2011


i love love love love love
love love love love
love love love love

i love praying.
its draining,
but so fulfilling.

i really really really really love it.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

heartbreak and grief

how much grief
do you think
one heart can take?

how much can it handle?
how much will make it bend?
how much will make it crack?
how long can it hold out
until it breaks completely?

does grief break a heart
into a thousand tiny pieces?
all jagged and splintered?
or does the heart break cleanly,
into just a few, smooth pieces?

do the pieces hurt?
or does the heart become numb
after enough splintering?

it is so unbelievably sad
and heartbreaking
to see someone
so unbelievably sad
and heartbroken.

Thursday, July 14, 2011

quick update

california is amazing.
i fal in love all over again
every time im here.

thats all i have time for
at the moment.


Wednesday, July 06, 2011

100 words: you only live once

I should probably let it go. Let myself go. Jump into life, dive into it face first, and let loose. Forget everything im scared of, leave behind uncomfortability, get in there and live. Maybe love my heart out. It’s a difficult idea to grasp, but not impossible. Might just take me a little while to convince myself. I need to go out and see the world; find myself; be myself. Hard, but I think I could do it. Especially with a lovely pep talk to start me off. After all, I only have one life, and live it once. Right?

Monday, July 04, 2011

thanks for all the sweet comments

i love them!

Sunday, July 03, 2011

oh no?

so theres a him.
and he likes me.
i know because he told me
more than once.

thing is,
i think i might be
starting to like him.

its strange.
i havent had any kind
of a crush
for a while now.

hes really nice, though.
and makes me laugh.
(then again, its not difficult
to make me laugh).

think i should give it some time?
i think i might.