i still miss you.
but its almost like a dreamy miss
its not longing anymore.
i dont long, yearn, for you anymore.
its not sad anymore.
i'm not sad.
it doesnt hurt anymore.
it doesnt hurt to think about you
to remember you
how you talked
and your silly laugh
and your adorable accent.
you are slowly
slowly
little by little
leaving
my memory.
i cant say i really mind.
its for the best.

my life is okay,

i must admit.

i leave in nine days.

and i cut my hair.

although im positive you already know.

im sure you know

where i am

how i am

where im going

why im going

how im going

when im going

with who im going.

you have a knack for knowing things.

im sure you know about this, too.

you could easily find it.

easily read it

if you wanted to.

you can easily contact me

talk to me

write me

see me

if you wanted to.

even if you dont, though.

i will be alright.

i will be fine.

you should be too.

take care of yourself.

<3