remember how i was talking about change?


well, one of my friends has changed.
oh so much.
in the past year or so.
and not in the good way either.


she's so much less smiley.
and so much more negative.
and so much more pessimistic.
and so much more depressing.
and so much more.....


and i miss her.
the old her.
i really really really miss my friend.
the one i befriended.
the one i learned to love.
the one that made me laugh so hard
that my entire torso was in pain.


i want her back.
i hope she comes back.
i miss her.
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