Thursday, February 03, 2011

darn you

why why why why
whyyyyy did you tell me???
i didnt want to know.
i dont want to know.
i liked being oblivious
to things like this.


it makes me act unnatural.
im no longer fully myself around you.
its just awkward being near you.
............


shouldnt have told me


that you like me
in that way

5 comments:

bbonnieblue said...

embrace it, sweet pea!

sweet pea. said...

im not sure if i can =/

Becca said...

Woah woah, I always thought it was a good thing if someone told you they like you!! Not this scenario?

sweet pea. said...

no, becca, not in this scenario. sadly.
i dont like knowing when people (guys) like me.
its weird for me.
makes me feel awkward and stuff, and i dont act very much like myself, and i tend to avoid them.. and then they think im mad at them, which im not. i just..... find it weird.
and then it just turns into a vicious cycle...

Tiffany Berry said...

Woah woah, I always thought it was a good thing if someone told you they like you!! Not this scenario?